30.03.2014

its been a long time didn't blog.
all of my happy & bad memories were all here~
just to say that ,
i feel blessed every moments.
feeling stressful & tiring for recently activities.
but i know is worth.
it is worth :)

HELLO 24.11.2013

Hi everyone :)
i am back again.
it was such a long time didn't come to my blog.
well, am busying with my works' stuff.
hehe :)
loving my baby boy. Muel~ <3 nbsp="" p="">

HI HI :)

HIHI everyone :)
long time didn't update jor la.
just came across to do a small update,
to inform you guys,
I AM STILL HERE :)

Bad April 2013

最近，都没什么和爸爸妈妈说话了，
真的不懂为什么。感觉好像隔离了。
自从那件事情发生后，我真的每一天都在哭，
从早哭到晚，从晚累到早，
都很不开心。爸爸妈妈，真的很对不起，
你们要我那样做，说真的，我实在有点难以接受。
我每晚都在挣扎着这样的痛苦，
为什么你们就不能成全我。
不管怎样，我清楚明白我心里应该要怎么样。
虽然我真的很很很痛苦，
想哭，想死，真的不想活，
可是，这些傻瓜思想都会过去。
这些都是必须面对的。
如果只有分开才能够让你们好过一点的话，
我也没有办法去反对你们。
终于，我体会到了，相爱却不能在一起的道理。
这些感觉真的好痛，好痛，
痛得生不如死。
我觉得最无辜的还是他，
他什么事都没做错，却因为他是。。。
所以你们就说成他是大坏人。
这样的说法真的是有点侮辱着我的选择。
其实，该哭的人是他，可是他却没有哭。
反而，告诉我会过去的。
虽然我看得出他是很悲伤的，
可是，他没有表现给我看，
我真很过意不去。
谢谢你，我的宝贝。
谢谢你完成你的诺言，你的责任，
一直一直地爱着我，守护着我。
我相信你还是可以遇到更好的。

MARCH 2013

It's been a long time i didn't came across to my blog.
Oh well, haha, i am quite fine in these few months.
Does anyone here still fine? :)
Wow, its getting near to my birthday,
countdown 3 days.
but, i just suddenly think of it, because recently keep working,
really don't have any spare time to think about myself.
Just went to have an interview in cabin crew last saturday,
unfortunately, i didn't get the position.
but, it's ok :) because this is what we so called 'FAITH'.
Haha, in this society, i learn to be passionate, to communicate, to care, to love and to accept :)
anyway, have a nice weekend ahead!
tomorrow i will be outstation :)
Jiayouuuuuuu <3 p="">

只有努力，才会造就坚持

最近，
终于转行了。
好久都没上来我的部落格，
最近都太忙了，
都在外面找sales，真的没剩几个时间，说老实的。
新的一年里，你改变了什么吗？
我其实学了满多东西的，
不管是知识上的补充，
还是，工作上的经验。
有时候，苦真的只有自己知道，
不过，我相信了解我的人，
都非常了解我的个性，为人：）
所以，很多时候，
他们都没有过问的很多。
就让一切顺其自然的~
我今年的愿望，就是。。。。。
哈哈，不透露，达到了就会在这里分享！：）
爱你们。

You are a shit!

J.Y.K.C you this shit boss!
I should thank you for making me tough enough!
you are a shit that i will never ever forget!
I must show to you that although I'm young,
but doesn't mean that I cannot better than you and you can bully me like that!
I must let you know that,
DON'T EVER TRY TO BULLY YOUR EMPLOYEE!
they work for you,
and what they get at the end is,
late receiving payment,  get scolded, didn't contribute EPF in time, and the most shit thing is,
he told me that he will give me a compensation and done all my settlement before i leave,
and what response that i get from him is , I DIDN'T GET TO SETTLE ALL MY PAYMENTS BEFORE I LEAVE. I BEEN IGNORE BY HIM!
i did call him few times, and the time was I had left this company .
and he didn't answering my call at all even my msg.
and what i do is keep rushing his accountant to settle my payments,
as his accountant is his SISTER.
Well, only a little thing, but he couldn't do well.
and, the most i can't accept is,
he asked me to stop my work, and only 2 weeks notice before i left,
and by right, he should give me compensation right,
but you know what! What his compensation to me is the money that he owes me(My epf, my socso).
Those are what he should gave me from the beginning,
and is not so called ''COMPENSATION''.
but he treated it as MY COMPENSATION.
I just definitely feel burning!
you this boss! you really can go eat your shit!
I just feel so shame on you! always say how much you earn!
But even a little bonus you also didn't gave it to me!
I am really feel you are a shit!
Ok, fine! now, at least i got back my epf and socso.
I feel thankful to my god for helping me !
you will deserve what you should deserve one day, I hope you good luck.

Love is around

So happy that my babe hubby still gives me few calls & texts from china.
feel really good and happpy!
at least, he never forget about me while he's travelling.
I hope times comes faster, and we are going to travel together again.
so happy & excited.
the days being with you is really really makes me happy and joyful.
Tears , sadness are not the reason i giving up on you.
I will always and always love you till forever.
forever love you, my dear babe boy.
hugging your shirt sleep everyday.
miss you miss you!

3 Days more.

Is soon that I gonna end my work.
3days after~
I will be free.
But what was I worried about is,
Lack of money. Omg.
I want to find money,
I cannot wait~ I really cannot wait!
so xin ku owhhh~
working is not easy, especially when you meet a DAMN boss.
I am just saying the truth :)
But nvm, yeah, gotta off to vacation again.
Gonna relax myself.

我觉得自己好幸福，
因为我有一个非常爱我，
疼爱我的男朋友。
谢谢你每次都没有因为忍受我的坏脾气而离我而去。
你是值得我爱的，
samuel <3>

Twilight -- Breaking Dawn :)

Yesterday went to movie with my hubby boy.
:) haha. Twilight is so great ever.
still so in love with Robert. <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">so romantic :)
Recently my mood has getting better,
hopes can keep on maintain.
so in love with my hubby boy too.
Thank you for keep be with me,
no matter how bad am I,
you will get yourself into me.
This is the reason I love you so much
and also the reason we together until today.
For always. i love you .
soon we will travel again. awaiting~ :)

Love you always. <3 p="p">
Seriously, twilight is worth you to watch.
I am so happy to see that edward and bella has a happy ending.

emo days.

Haiz,
最近做事情非常不顺！
心情自然好不到哪里去！
很感谢那些常常关注我blog的朋友，
谢谢你们的关心：）
我最近真得烦到顶头了，
真的不想提是什么，但是就是很多方面的事情。
我觉得我自己快崩溃了！
有时候，我真的觉得我不想再爱你了，
我真的不懂是从何时有这样的想法。
可能是我自己的问题，
但是，你也好不到哪里去。
好痛苦，真的好像解脱！
我怕我再这样下去，我真的会疯到要进精神院。
犹豫症真的可怕极了，
但我相信现今也很有多人患上这个病！
好累，好累，
我是时候去度假了~
放松自己，或许我心情会好一些~

Bad mood. Just so bad mood

Once blogging in month,
Just don't feel like talking to others.
Feel so bad these few days.
I am not happy with many things.
Feel so annoying and moody.
Just wanna leave for a moment in Malaysia.
Recall last week, i went to clubbing with my friends,
my mum was angry with me, as i told her i went to the club.
This is one of the thing which makes me moody,
Again, my boss! he is an irrespectitive person.
Just feel wanna punch him.
He told the assistant & all agents i wanna resign,
however, I NEVER SAY ANYTHING.
Why this kind of bossy so sux.
Late payment, Lack endurance, talk like he has everything & also look down for his staff,
i just hate him so much.
Doesn't have any manner at all,
if you wish me to resign because your agent is not active,
then  please told me directly,
what to do so much behind me,
and I've been thinking very thoughtfully these few days,
I wanna resign seriously.
I just feel bad on him.
An irrespect boss , doesn't worth me to work with,
although your payment is greater than the other company which offers me,
and also more relax by working with you.
But, what i couldn't stand for,
is you this BULL SHIT.
although doing this decision is a bit hard for me,
because i have commitment with my family.
Omg~ i am just so stress.

BUT I STRONGLY BELIEVE THERE'S ANOTHER JOB BETTER THAN YOU, SHIT!

20.09.2012

好久没blog了，
最近心情好混乱，
因为即将要换一份新工作。
其实，我还真的蛮气我老板，
我不懂怎么形容，
但是我觉得他对我的处世态度，
我就是很讨厌，
每次都不会给脸我。
还有，最可恶的就是，
我没说要辞职，他竟然放话对那些agents说我做完九月就辞职。
老板，我只可以说， 你是我遇过最不懂礼貌的老板。
你有没有搞错，在你告诉他们之前 ，
你是不是应该notice我一下！
而且，我没有说过这样的话咯，
你怎么说到好像我要丢下事情走人！
如果你要我走，你可以大方跟我说，
现在是你的sales不好，所以，这里也不需要人，
你可以跟我讲咯！
你知不知道廉耻！
我觉得我听到这样的消息我真的吓到！
但，我只可以说你很贱！
身为老板要搞这么多花样有什么用，
难怪同事一大班人都讨厌你，觉得你没礼貌！
还亏我每次至少都不会讲衰你，
不过你这次这样做，
我真的很鄙视你。
有什么你可以直接对我说，
不要在那边闲言闲语，
我没做任何不对的事，所以你应该给我个交待。
我真的讨厌与你共事了，
真的~
遇到这样衰的人，我真的很衰！

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

祝大家:
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
想必大家都很享受这两天的假期吧，
我也不例外哦　：）
我到 nexus karambunai pool villa 去度假了！
好舒服，好开心！
期待下一次到回那里去！：）
明天就开工了，
好不想去上班 ，好像假期！
不过也是时候该调整下心情了 ：）
这几天都和我亲爱的到处走走，
好好享受二人世界，
我们还傻到说 ，现在起要开始存钱，
因为我们六年后要结婚，
是不是很好笑：）
现在打算应该也刚刚好了，
过几天，就是我们四周年纪念日！
8月24日！
不懂该到哪里去吃晚饭，
想说，一年只有一次， 就想去好点的餐厅想用晚餐！
不过，上天也很眷顾我们两小口，
竟然在8月23日，让我们能够在suria和台湾名模及st ella代言人-隋棠，
从她手中接获我们的奖品！
天啊，我不敢相信！：）我非常期待冲我偶像手中接获奖品！
我好爱她！

好了，若有照片，
会上传哦！

Emotional~

First time, 

its been 16 hours I didn't find him.

Maybe,  I already get used to it~

And what i received from him, is 2 missed calls & 2 messages only :)

this is enough to prove that in his heart ,

I don't meant that much.

一直以来，我都把你捧在手心里，

细心的爱着，可是，为什么，在你身上，

我再也找不到从前的感觉。

或许你认为我胡思乱想，算了吧~

我不想再这样纠缠了~

我总算了解到 不是我的，我就不必勉强，

就算不舍得，也得放手~

从新再来吧，

忍受寂寞是应该的，

真心只是换来伤害.

Hello JULY!

Hello my blogger's friends. 
Is everyone still fine?
wow, recently has no time to update my new blog,
I think its been a time again and I just came back to say HI to my own blog.
Just went to KL for a trip with my hubby.
:) enjoyed so much at there!
Last saturday just watched DARK KNIGHT RISES, this movie, urmmm,
I give 7/10 stars! haha, maybe i am not too much enjoy as the movie too long for me!
:D Hm, its monday today. haiz! still got 4days to go!
I am so so so headache about the BIG BANG ticket!!!
:) should I buy or shouldn't?
I cant find a cheap ticket now!
i feel unhappy!!!!! :'(
I wanna see TOP, GD them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wanna enjoy KL lifestyle again,
but what i actually don't like is their atmosphere surrounding is a bit contaminated!
too much of fogs and the air is very dirty , dustable,
and makes my face pop out red dots!
hahahha!
:D
anyway, GENTING 's atmosphere is the best among all!
very enjoy, but the theme park is a bit lousy.
:D hahaha!

:) thanks EUNICE , AN CHYI and RODERICK for preparing us a comfortable accomodation, foods & etc!

26.06.2012

今天是 26.06.2012,

哈哈，终于有时间可以blog了！

工作上刚刚忙碌完，

现在又可以轻松点了！

还有，下星期，我就要去度假了，

心情特别不一样，好开心！：3

这次，会和男朋友在外地庆祝他的生日， 

第一次叻！好期待！！

工作的日子，不知不觉也有半年了，

时间过得好快，

不是不想读书了，只是觉得现在工作也不错的，

好多人都问我，为什么成绩这么好，

可是不继续深学了，其实，

可能我自己也没好好打算。

不过，不管怎样都好，

我会努力工作，我知道有一天一定会成功的！

美丽乐，是我的兼职！

我很开心，这个月，我终于可以做SM了，

是星级经理哦 ！ ：）

虽然还没正式宣布！

我真的没想到我做到了！！

说难不难，说容易不容易，

当然， 这样只是小事，

我要继续努力前进！！

卖20套的配套，我希望916可以到台湾参与世界表扬会哦！

真的，美丽乐，不只是蜕变我的美貌，也是待人的一颗心啦，说真的。

努力才会成功！ 我们一起努力吧！：）

我希望，以后我的正业就是----------------------美丽乐！

<3 <3 

OHHHHHH~  YES!

还有，我在LIFE BRIDAL的照片哦 。。。。。。。

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最近也有外拍！：）就分享几张吧！

Thursday : )

Its thursday,
and its gonna be the 5th month in my work.
I can't imagine that I have left for school for such few months!
and i am now an officer.
LOL!
haha, but anyway,
I gonna have my working break soon to KL on july.
i hope it will be a nice trip for me,
hahha, the purpose of going KL by July is to celebrate my babe's birthday.
: ) so wonderful !
This time, i must bought myself many many of tees, shoes and accessories!
Feel excited in coming trip,
this is because is the first time i go with babe ONLY, and no 3rd parties for a vacation.
I am now just frustrated for my accommodation in Genting.
I haven't book for the hotels , theme park fees , bus fees!
Omg!
ahahaa, why suddenly am I phobia with roller coaster and so called ''jump-building machine''!!!!
i am scare, i scare i will heart attack!!
Recently, is planning to sign up contract to become an agent.
but the point is, i don't know which leader should I choose as my immediate leader?
I scare i got a wrong person.

and,

I just went to LIFE BRIDAL for my photoshooting. LOL!
so tired. never feel so tireddddddd at all.
But, its worth for the outcomes!!! <3

and, 

I join melilea ten years anniversary appreciation lunch on 20th Of May.
its so meaningful and touch!
i hope my melilea business can be explore soon!!! aza aza fighting! yes!

A lovely Friend . .

I met a lovely friend,

her name is Alice Lai.

:) I know her from my working place.

she is my Colleague!

she is very nice and sweet!

and i enjoy every moment which we together spend with!

our first out is at Playground cafe, city mall! :)

that day was a peaceful day, i am so happy that we enjoyed the day,

ate pizza and fish and chips! yummy to the max!

maybe is because heart connected as well!

The 2nd date of us is at Jaypark's concert!

wooooooowwwww. its fantastic.

and, she present me a perfume stick.

it makes me feel so happy, 

and also surprise. 

whenever i wish, it always comes true ,

because she makes it real for me! <3

I never know korea star, but just because of her,

haha, she makes me know some korea star, especially BIG BANG,

she is so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee that you will never imagine.

she is just like my elder sister,

she taught me many thinsg in work,

or whatever. <3 like to hang out together with her!

Once you know her, you will know that she is a lovely and understanding person.

First into job, she is the only person who taught me a lot,

whenever i am missing where to go,

she always the one brings me out form the difficulties!

Alice, thank you very much <3

I am so happy to meet you in my life.

 I hope, no matter what is happening,

our friendship will be forever lasting.

Its my pleasure to meet someone nice like you.

Here's for you, my dear sister Alice Lai,

I, ''Cheryl Lu'' take you ''Alice Lai'', to be my friend, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish; from this day forward until death do us part. ”

 you're always so best to me !!! : )

friendship forever!!! :) 

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Love you . .

美丽乐事业！

回想一下，
我使用美丽乐产品也有9个月了！
自从使用美丽乐的护理产品，
我获得改善，
不管是皮肤上也好，
体质上也好，
都给了我一定的帮助!
所以,我很感谢美丽乐.
自从使用后有明显改善效果,
我就开始了这份行业,
不断的介绍给身边每一个朋友,
算是对他们做出一个分享.
很开心,
朋友们都很支持我,
虽然,来来往往,有人拒绝,也有人接受,
但是,我还是没有放弃.
因为我相信!!
我不是迷惑,我是要帮助别人 :)
虽然,有些人会泼冷水,
但是,这还是没改变我的想法!
我变得更独立'自强,
我要突破我自己 :)