安静的感觉真好

不懂时间在我生命里停顿了多久，
好像感觉很久很久了，
但是我却觉得过得很慢，
我以为一切像当初，但我却错了，
不管是我还是你们，我都认为我尽了力挽留，
可是却不如我想像的好。
我找到了自己应该向往的地方，就是沉默。
我很努力想改变，可是我还是一次又一次的无能为力。。
面对无能为力的我，我选择了忘记。
希望，一切冲淡，重新的美好。

无能为力 ； 但愿美好=）

今天又来blogging了，
哈哈哈。。。真的好久都没写了。
最近发生了很多很多事情。
不懂为什么，我和我的姐妹党(xx)好像没那么好了，
说真的，好伤心，没有人教我打扮美美了，
不懂为什么，心里面就是有很多的怨言和不开心。。唉。。。
真希望时间从来没有改变过。
至少我们今天就不会闹得这么僵。。。
在这段时间，我每天都在冷静的思考，我们是否不应该这个样子，
终于我想开了，我很开心，心里面也放下了重大的包袱。。。。
可是不懂为什么。感觉回不来。。真的很伤心。。 =（
我的爱人快生日了，
好像给他一个难忘的回忆。。。。。。
但是似乎有点难度。。
=0
不管怎样尽我所能。。。……………………………………


不开心的过去，
忘记了，只迎接未来。。
我努力了，
希望你们不会怪我，
对不起！！！！

A LOST CONFIDENT LOVE

说真的，不懂如何形容呢。
感情真的很难勉强，对吧？
这次故事不关于我，
但是我还是想分享。。。。
其实两个都是我的好朋友，
有感觉却因为一些因素导致两人没有在一起。
不过没关系，不管时间怎样过，
两个人的缘分若是有的话，
还是会在回一起对吧？
说真的，我蛮相信缘分这类东西，
我深信属于我的永远都会是我的，
不管地球怎样旋转，我都认为，最不可错过的是，真挚的感情！
或许有些事情不要知道，心就会好过一点， 女的，就别再问过去的事情了吧。忘记他，不然你恐怕很难复原你的心。。。



加油哦，
我会为你们送上最深的祝福 =）

A tired day again =)

haha=) today very tired.
morning ii lie to my mum somthing,
but at last ii tell her the truth. =)
ehhe . so ii fine now!

OOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
my LOVE POLO T-SHIRT.=) NICE & NICE.
with mum share to wear. =)
ehehehe. =)


After school meet my babe laogong again.
he comes school bring me home owhh~
w0w, sweetnesss =) KAKA =)
and ii loveeeeeeee him too.
hehehe**



=)
HAPPY EVERYDAY. SATURDAY TAKE REPORT CARD. =)
curioussss! and ii happy for every moment being together with uu. =)

21.06.2009 =D

today morning with babe went eat breakfast at LINTAS. =)
wakaka.
and his brother , brother's gf. =)
LOL.
sheng rou mian!
ahhahaha, hm then went for METRO. =)
TODAY'S LIFE QUITE UNIQUE. =)
because ii went out with darling, jiahui & merv.
we went tanjung aru together too. =) hehee.
quite happy one.
but then have to home because need to celebrate FATHER DAY ma.
ahahha=)


But, today make me feel suprise de is
ii finally meet JIAYEE, DIANA, PEI in the same moment =)
actually it could be a happy things to say,
because we long timee also din 全部到齐.
its my fault, ii dunno how to 开口。
call them go 保健堂，but what also no say.
feel like quite 尴尬。so sorry of that.
here to apologize. wan to find topic, but find bu dao. =(
haizzz~




I LEARNING FORGET & FORGIVE.
GIVE ME SOMEMORE TIME,.
ITS ALMOST FINE,. =)



HAPPY GIRL

Today really feel so sleepy & tired. **SOMETHING EXTRA

Haiz.
get back EXAM PAPER Le.
but. very omg luoo the marks.
OMG~ dunno how la.
haha =) but average marks still high la.
LOl =) so , nvm. is ok.

CHI 63
BM 64
ENG 61
ADD MATHS 65
SCI 69
PERDAGANGAN 82
SEJARAH 82
GEO 69
COMP 58
ECO 34
BOOK KEEP 48



LOL. godness.
hwo come like this, bleedddddingggg!
ahahha=)
CRAZY!

-------------------------------------------------------SOMETHINGS ADD ON.

9.38PM

actually today also happened somethings special.

hm, sad la when heard that was truth,

tears also gotta came out, but ii no drop tears at last at all.

ii know you lied me, but nvm, its ok.

I can forgive you because ii know you no heart to lie me. you just dont want ii be sad. ISNT IT?

ii really feel so hurt & unhappy when ii heard that,

but, nvm, ii really telling myself that was PAST and its not important anymore.

I really got feel unhappy when first knows about the things,

but then, when ii know how much you love for me now,

ii feel so enough and happy.

really so happy, and ii happy to be your everythings=)

But ii most hate de is, you lie me.

this is what ii sad most you know?

ii really dont wanted to tell you about how sad am ii again.

iii scared you scold me again. really. ur scolding make me feel scary. =(

just feel like wanted to CRY T.T

lOl. when ii know ii couldnt take you so tightly,

ii learning to give you more free just like now. =)

ii scared to lost you once more. when uu find someone to comfort your feeling,

ii really feel like BU GAN YUAN and sad. somemore hurt again.

sadness =( but now, everything goes better and better.

I trying to put down because ii know ii can do it and changed for you. =)

Soorry, ii know that sometimes ii really too overminded somethings else, and ii really too easy envy & sensitive, but, ii will slowly to changed the habit.

=)

WELCOME TO MY NEW NEW HABIT LIFE.

hehheee=)

I hope there will not be anythings bad come forwardly to me again..

I just want a peaceful & happy life.

JUST TO BE LOVED BY YOU MORE AND MORE. =)

my LOVE dedicated for you.

HAPPY LIFE ONLY FOR HAPPY PERSON. when the day we being together, ii truly feel ii found someone special. THAT'S YOU----my only one, SAMUEL GABRIEL.

P/S: IF you saw this blog, please dont ask me again what happened is it, ii know it then is ok. Is not to mention again Ok. =) PEACE^^

About Feelings =.=

huhu.
School reopen tomorrow.
haiz, lazy la. want at home sleep and eat. =)
my lazy life ahhhh^^
oops. hhm, phone no go pay. BARE line AGAIN.
so hate it. NO MONEY ANYMOREEEEE!
PITYYYY T.T
so miss someone. wakakkaka =0
at home really sienz la. today went for cycling at the garden. LOl =)
Looking at the sky & wondering every happy things =)
ii realize time past faster when you seriously do somethingss.
Like that already half year le, this half year really happened many things.
SAD & HAPPINESS surrounding me =)



But.
I am glad ii know about you.<3
I MISS YOU.
I LOVE YOU.
hope you happy everydays =)

我知道BY2-dedicated for someone =（

从来没想过不能再和你牵手

委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛

一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂

一直忘了说我有多感动


我知道你还是爱着我


虽然分开的理由我们都已接受


你知道我会有多难过


所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油


我知道你还放不下我


才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头

我们都知道彼此心中

其实这份爱没停过
曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头
我多希望你还在我左右
答应你我会好好过
不让这些眼泪白流 


this song is dedicated for someone
ii love so much =)
I LOVE YOU.
THE THINGS II SAID FOR YOU
 NEVER CHANGED. =)

WATERWORLD'S =]

hahaha.
Today went waterworld with my brothers & my darling, sherny, michelleFung them.
LOL. quite fun lu000~
hahaha. hmm, enjoy watersssss.
WEATHER TOO HOT,
thats why we went for a swim,
if not really cant stand for the HOTNESS.
hahah =) hmmm.
Today want go WISMA shopping.
really so cham, bangkrap jor ahh me.
ehhe =(




I MISS HIM.
I LOVE YOU.

RebeccaYiu's Birthday Party

Happy Birthday to REBECCA =)
haha.
ii just went back from her birthday at KBOX =)
we have happy moments =)
today is her birthday.
LOL. there was 6girls there.
oopsss, we sang many songs out there.
=] there was rebecca, shanneal, jiahui, me, michelle and jiayi =)
LOL.
hmmm =)
anyways, tired alreadyyy
TOMORROW CAN GO SWIMMING LUHHHH~!
YEAHHHH!




AWAITING FOR TOMORROW. =)
II LOVE YOU.
AND


II

MISS

YOUU. =)

Begin My Life

00ps,
long time no blogging jor.
hahha =) today's weather is really damn hot,
omg~
hmm, haiz,
school almost reopen, but also boring at school also. =(
sad sad sad. =( dunno hows the result will be, hope will be alright.
hm, miss him so much =(
aikss, dunno when can saw him again.
BORING BORING BORING.
I CANT PUT DOWN THE BAD THINGS THAT ALWAYS STUCKED IN MY BRAIN.
everythings need time.
I'm so sorry.

I wonder if my life can be so enjoy.=]

Today ii awake late,
noon ii went REBECCA SALOON to wash hair. LOl.
ii thought its free because ii use the privilege book ma.
but have to pay RM10 for what solution fee wa.
SO, II AGREE THAT IS A CHEAT BOOK.
ahah=) what save up to RM300.
its waste up to RM300.
lol. =)
haha, hmm, actually the hair washing quite nice also. my hair smell nice also.
hehe =)
hmmmmmmm, today thought can be better,
but night argue with him again. aiksss.
nvm laaa, guan lia00000^^,
relationship should be like that. alwayss got happiness and sad.
so, cheer myself up. =D



I STILL LOVE YOU. <3

I hate the arguement Ok!

TERRIBLE BOYFRIEND!



I dunno whats your brain saving out there,
shit.
always like that ii dunno why.
uu say ii care uu too much,
okies,
ii dont care you.
if not ii call you, ii think one day you also wont find me.
I dunno you la. I off my phone.
I really so lazy to see about you.
always say change say change, now?
change till what
YOU CHANGE NOTHING.
ii mean to be together, But TOTALLY NOT LIKE THIS.
you never care about other's feelings, and you just will blame for other,
THIS IS VERY TIRED OK.
CAN YOU INTENT FOR YOUR FUTURE?
AND, CAN YOU BE KIND A BIT TREATING YOUR GF?
its a hard job to endure someone LIKE YOU.
your personality is really too terrible for me.
REEEAAAALLLLYYYYY T000000 TERRIBLE.!