You are a shit!

J.Y.K.C you this shit boss!
I should thank you for making me tough enough!
you are a shit that i will never ever forget!
I must show to you that although I'm young,
but doesn't mean that I cannot better than you and you can bully me like that!
I must let you know that,
DON'T EVER TRY TO BULLY YOUR EMPLOYEE!
they work for you,
and what they get at the end is,
late receiving payment,  get scolded, didn't contribute EPF in time, and the most shit thing is,
he told me that he will give me a compensation and done all my settlement before i leave,
and what response that i get from him is , I DIDN'T GET TO SETTLE ALL MY PAYMENTS BEFORE I LEAVE. I BEEN IGNORE BY HIM!
i did call him few times, and the time was I had left this company .
and he didn't answering my call at all even my msg.
and what i do is keep rushing his accountant to settle my payments,
as his accountant is his SISTER.
Well, only a little thing, but he couldn't do well.
and, the most i can't accept is,
he asked me to stop my work, and only 2 weeks notice before i left,
and by right, he should give me compensation right,
but you know what! What his compensation to me is the money that he owes me(My epf, my socso).
Those are what he should gave me from the beginning,
and is not so called ''COMPENSATION''.
but he treated it as MY COMPENSATION.
I just definitely feel burning!
you this boss! you really can go eat your shit!
I just feel so shame on you! always say how much you earn!
But even a little bonus you also didn't gave it to me!
I am really feel you are a shit!
Ok, fine! now, at least i got back my epf and socso.
I feel thankful to my god for helping me !
you will deserve what you should deserve one day, I hope you good luck.

Love is around

So happy that my babe hubby still gives me few calls & texts from china.
feel really good and happpy!
at least, he never forget about me while he's travelling.
I hope times comes faster, and we are going to travel together again.
so happy & excited.
the days being with you is really really makes me happy and joyful.
Tears , sadness are not the reason i giving up on you.
I will always and always love you till forever.
forever love you, my dear babe boy.
hugging your shirt sleep everyday.
miss you miss you!

3 Days more.

Is soon that I gonna end my work.
3days after~
I will be free.
But what was I worried about is,
Lack of money. Omg.
I want to find money,
I cannot wait~ I really cannot wait!
so xin ku owhhh~
working is not easy, especially when you meet a DAMN boss.
I am just saying the truth :)
But nvm, yeah, gotta off to vacation again.
Gonna relax myself.

我觉得自己好幸福，
因为我有一个非常爱我，
疼爱我的男朋友。
谢谢你每次都没有因为忍受我的坏脾气而离我而去。
你是值得我爱的，
samuel <3>

Twilight -- Breaking Dawn :)

Yesterday went to movie with my hubby boy.
:) haha. Twilight is so great ever.
still so in love with Robert. <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">so romantic :)
Recently my mood has getting better,
hopes can keep on maintain.
so in love with my hubby boy too.
Thank you for keep be with me,
no matter how bad am I,
you will get yourself into me.
This is the reason I love you so much
and also the reason we together until today.
For always. i love you .
soon we will travel again. awaiting~ :)

Love you always. <3 p="p">
Seriously, twilight is worth you to watch.
I am so happy to see that edward and bella has a happy ending.

emo days.

Haiz,
最近做事情非常不顺！
心情自然好不到哪里去！
很感谢那些常常关注我blog的朋友，
谢谢你们的关心：）
我最近真得烦到顶头了，
真的不想提是什么，但是就是很多方面的事情。
我觉得我自己快崩溃了！
有时候，我真的觉得我不想再爱你了，
我真的不懂是从何时有这样的想法。
可能是我自己的问题，
但是，你也好不到哪里去。
好痛苦，真的好像解脱！
我怕我再这样下去，我真的会疯到要进精神院。
犹豫症真的可怕极了，
但我相信现今也很有多人患上这个病！
好累，好累，
我是时候去度假了~
放松自己，或许我心情会好一些~

Bad mood. Just so bad mood

Once blogging in month,
Just don't feel like talking to others.
Feel so bad these few days.
I am not happy with many things.
Feel so annoying and moody.
Just wanna leave for a moment in Malaysia.
Recall last week, i went to clubbing with my friends,
my mum was angry with me, as i told her i went to the club.
This is one of the thing which makes me moody,
Again, my boss! he is an irrespectitive person.
Just feel wanna punch him.
He told the assistant & all agents i wanna resign,
however, I NEVER SAY ANYTHING.
Why this kind of bossy so sux.
Late payment, Lack endurance, talk like he has everything & also look down for his staff,
i just hate him so much.
Doesn't have any manner at all,
if you wish me to resign because your agent is not active,
then  please told me directly,
what to do so much behind me,
and I've been thinking very thoughtfully these few days,
I wanna resign seriously.
I just feel bad on him.
An irrespect boss , doesn't worth me to work with,
although your payment is greater than the other company which offers me,
and also more relax by working with you.
But, what i couldn't stand for,
is you this BULL SHIT.
although doing this decision is a bit hard for me,
because i have commitment with my family.
Omg~ i am just so stress.

BUT I STRONGLY BELIEVE THERE'S ANOTHER JOB BETTER THAN YOU, SHIT!

20.09.2012

好久没blog了，
最近心情好混乱，
因为即将要换一份新工作。
其实，我还真的蛮气我老板，
我不懂怎么形容，
但是我觉得他对我的处世态度，
我就是很讨厌，
每次都不会给脸我。
还有，最可恶的就是，
我没说要辞职，他竟然放话对那些agents说我做完九月就辞职。
老板，我只可以说， 你是我遇过最不懂礼貌的老板。
你有没有搞错，在你告诉他们之前 ，
你是不是应该notice我一下！
而且，我没有说过这样的话咯，
你怎么说到好像我要丢下事情走人！
如果你要我走，你可以大方跟我说，
现在是你的sales不好，所以，这里也不需要人，
你可以跟我讲咯！
你知不知道廉耻！
我觉得我听到这样的消息我真的吓到！
但，我只可以说你很贱！
身为老板要搞这么多花样有什么用，
难怪同事一大班人都讨厌你，觉得你没礼貌！
还亏我每次至少都不会讲衰你，
不过你这次这样做，
我真的很鄙视你。
有什么你可以直接对我说，
不要在那边闲言闲语，
我没做任何不对的事，所以你应该给我个交待。
我真的讨厌与你共事了，
真的~
遇到这样衰的人，我真的很衰！

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

祝大家:
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
想必大家都很享受这两天的假期吧，
我也不例外哦　：）
我到 nexus karambunai pool villa 去度假了！
好舒服，好开心！
期待下一次到回那里去！：）
明天就开工了，
好不想去上班 ，好像假期！
不过也是时候该调整下心情了 ：）
这几天都和我亲爱的到处走走，
好好享受二人世界，
我们还傻到说 ，现在起要开始存钱，
因为我们六年后要结婚，
是不是很好笑：）
现在打算应该也刚刚好了，
过几天，就是我们四周年纪念日！
8月24日！
不懂该到哪里去吃晚饭，
想说，一年只有一次， 就想去好点的餐厅想用晚餐！
不过，上天也很眷顾我们两小口，
竟然在8月23日，让我们能够在suria和台湾名模及st ella代言人-隋棠，
从她手中接获我们的奖品！
天啊，我不敢相信！：）我非常期待冲我偶像手中接获奖品！
我好爱她！

好了，若有照片，
会上传哦！

Emotional~

First time, 

its been 16 hours I didn't find him.

Maybe,  I already get used to it~

And what i received from him, is 2 missed calls & 2 messages only :)

this is enough to prove that in his heart ,

I don't meant that much.

一直以来，我都把你捧在手心里，

细心的爱着，可是，为什么，在你身上，

我再也找不到从前的感觉。

或许你认为我胡思乱想，算了吧~

我不想再这样纠缠了~

我总算了解到 不是我的，我就不必勉强，

就算不舍得，也得放手~

从新再来吧，

忍受寂寞是应该的，

真心只是换来伤害.

Hello JULY!

Hello my blogger's friends. 
Is everyone still fine?
wow, recently has no time to update my new blog,
I think its been a time again and I just came back to say HI to my own blog.
Just went to KL for a trip with my hubby.
:) enjoyed so much at there!
Last saturday just watched DARK KNIGHT RISES, this movie, urmmm,
I give 7/10 stars! haha, maybe i am not too much enjoy as the movie too long for me!
:D Hm, its monday today. haiz! still got 4days to go!
I am so so so headache about the BIG BANG ticket!!!
:) should I buy or shouldn't?
I cant find a cheap ticket now!
i feel unhappy!!!!! :'(
I wanna see TOP, GD them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wanna enjoy KL lifestyle again,
but what i actually don't like is their atmosphere surrounding is a bit contaminated!
too much of fogs and the air is very dirty , dustable,
and makes my face pop out red dots!
hahahha!
:D
anyway, GENTING 's atmosphere is the best among all!
very enjoy, but the theme park is a bit lousy.
:D hahaha!

:) thanks EUNICE , AN CHYI and RODERICK for preparing us a comfortable accomodation, foods & etc!

26.06.2012

今天是 26.06.2012,

哈哈，终于有时间可以blog了！

工作上刚刚忙碌完，

现在又可以轻松点了！

还有，下星期，我就要去度假了，

心情特别不一样，好开心！：3

这次，会和男朋友在外地庆祝他的生日， 

第一次叻！好期待！！

工作的日子，不知不觉也有半年了，

时间过得好快，

不是不想读书了，只是觉得现在工作也不错的，

好多人都问我，为什么成绩这么好，

可是不继续深学了，其实，

可能我自己也没好好打算。

不过，不管怎样都好，

我会努力工作，我知道有一天一定会成功的！

美丽乐，是我的兼职！

我很开心，这个月，我终于可以做SM了，

是星级经理哦 ！ ：）

虽然还没正式宣布！

我真的没想到我做到了！！

说难不难，说容易不容易，

当然， 这样只是小事，

我要继续努力前进！！

卖20套的配套，我希望916可以到台湾参与世界表扬会哦！

真的，美丽乐，不只是蜕变我的美貌，也是待人的一颗心啦，说真的。

努力才会成功！ 我们一起努力吧！：）

我希望，以后我的正业就是----------------------美丽乐！

<3 <3 

OHHHHHH~  YES!

还有，我在LIFE BRIDAL的照片哦 。。。。。。。

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最近也有外拍！：）就分享几张吧！

Thursday : )

Its thursday,
and its gonna be the 5th month in my work.
I can't imagine that I have left for school for such few months!
and i am now an officer.
LOL!
haha, but anyway,
I gonna have my working break soon to KL on july.
i hope it will be a nice trip for me,
hahha, the purpose of going KL by July is to celebrate my babe's birthday.
: ) so wonderful !
This time, i must bought myself many many of tees, shoes and accessories!
Feel excited in coming trip,
this is because is the first time i go with babe ONLY, and no 3rd parties for a vacation.
I am now just frustrated for my accommodation in Genting.
I haven't book for the hotels , theme park fees , bus fees!
Omg!
ahahaa, why suddenly am I phobia with roller coaster and so called ''jump-building machine''!!!!
i am scare, i scare i will heart attack!!
Recently, is planning to sign up contract to become an agent.
but the point is, i don't know which leader should I choose as my immediate leader?
I scare i got a wrong person.

and,

I just went to LIFE BRIDAL for my photoshooting. LOL!
so tired. never feel so tireddddddd at all.
But, its worth for the outcomes!!! <3

and, 

I join melilea ten years anniversary appreciation lunch on 20th Of May.
its so meaningful and touch!
i hope my melilea business can be explore soon!!! aza aza fighting! yes!

A lovely Friend . .

I met a lovely friend,

her name is Alice Lai.

:) I know her from my working place.

she is my Colleague!

she is very nice and sweet!

and i enjoy every moment which we together spend with!

our first out is at Playground cafe, city mall! :)

that day was a peaceful day, i am so happy that we enjoyed the day,

ate pizza and fish and chips! yummy to the max!

maybe is because heart connected as well!

The 2nd date of us is at Jaypark's concert!

wooooooowwwww. its fantastic.

and, she present me a perfume stick.

it makes me feel so happy, 

and also surprise. 

whenever i wish, it always comes true ,

because she makes it real for me! <3

I never know korea star, but just because of her,

haha, she makes me know some korea star, especially BIG BANG,

she is so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee that you will never imagine.

she is just like my elder sister,

she taught me many thinsg in work,

or whatever. <3 like to hang out together with her!

Once you know her, you will know that she is a lovely and understanding person.

First into job, she is the only person who taught me a lot,

whenever i am missing where to go,

she always the one brings me out form the difficulties!

Alice, thank you very much <3

I am so happy to meet you in my life.

 I hope, no matter what is happening,

our friendship will be forever lasting.

Its my pleasure to meet someone nice like you.

Here's for you, my dear sister Alice Lai,

I, ''Cheryl Lu'' take you ''Alice Lai'', to be my friend, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish; from this day forward until death do us part. ”

 you're always so best to me !!! : )

friendship forever!!! :) 

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Love you . .

美丽乐事业！

回想一下，
我使用美丽乐产品也有9个月了！
自从使用美丽乐的护理产品，
我获得改善，
不管是皮肤上也好，
体质上也好，
都给了我一定的帮助!
所以,我很感谢美丽乐.
自从使用后有明显改善效果,
我就开始了这份行业,
不断的介绍给身边每一个朋友,
算是对他们做出一个分享.
很开心,
朋友们都很支持我,
虽然,来来往往,有人拒绝,也有人接受,
但是,我还是没有放弃.
因为我相信!!
我不是迷惑,我是要帮助别人 :)
虽然,有些人会泼冷水,
但是,这还是没改变我的想法!
我变得更独立'自强,
我要突破我自己 :) 

死八婆！

死八婆！
够了啦你，心情不好就找我发泄，
你以为你是谁！
你狗都不如！
时好时坏！去死吧你！
已经好几次了,你不要跟我说你心情不好,
这是你的问题!
你不要以为我有上头我就不敢骂你！
你简直猪狗不如！
dai 你嫁不出！你真是shit!
我一天美好的心情简直就是被你所破坏！
你今天找不到人放你的保单，
你活该！天意！
我恨死你！！！！
你去死吧你！！！
你会大声说话，我不会啊？
我是受我老板来帮你，
如果你有什么不满意，
请你关上你那个臭嘴！
除了我老板以外,没有任何一个人可以这样大声跟我说话!!!
我其实不用帮你们这么多的，
做头做尾，你以为我很想！！！？？
做到单了,一餐都没有请我吃 .,或是一杯水!
我也不是要贪你什么啦!
这样缺德的人都有.
在别的clinic就帮你们追report, 
对着你们又要跟你们追case,追钱，追顾客报告！！
每天都要Update保单的最新状况！
你们嫌我吃饱饭没事做啊！
我真的是块忍无可忍了!
帮你们安排好,你们就拖拖拉拉,烦不烦!!
还要大声跟我讲话,什么资格!
你们一分钱也没有给我的Lea!
凭什么我要受你们的气!

OH NO!

Nooooo!!
tomorrow is monday again.
so tired ah!
don't want monday.
don't want weekday !
I just want HOLIDAY: )
haha, But this will never be happened in life.
Today went to photoshooting with my babe boy.
Photographer: Nick , daniel & CK.
haha, Lol.
we went to somewhere to take shoot.
is HOT ! and I'm black.
what a tired day. have to rest earlier tonigh.


TATA <3

Time past.

Time flies,

its APRIL again.

I slowly feel that everything getting smoothly in this 2 months.

Everyday, I listened to HITZ FM. LOL.

Went to cleaning grandma & aunt's grave in saturday,

wake up in the early of morning,

super sleepy.

haha, we clean for it about 2hours +,
feel tired of it.

lots of leaves, omg.

Is only once in a year, i know.

reached home sleep back again.

I think I'm slowly into work,

work makes me grow,

and I learn to be more independent than before,

although I'm always since i'm young.

***Not a praise for myself. haha
I think is very fine as i'm having a work right now.

salary salary. please please please be more.

my wallet always that thin but not THICK.

wish to add on salary.

is seriously not enough la.

Updated :)

今天是我的生日，

我觉得今年过得特别不一样，

有点感动也，

都想哭了。

今年，我很意外，收到了很多人的祝福，

尤其是几个特别的朋友，

好像显得额外惊喜。

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以上文字都是在我生日当天写的，
生日过得很开心!

工作了两个月，

时间过得很快，

老板虽然没有像以前那样烦，

但是，脾气还是很奇怪！！

我真的觉得我再也没有办法与你拉近距离。

意思不是说在一起，

而是他真的没有办法让我与他相处很融洽，

你可不可以不要每次都质疑我！

我怎么说都是你的助理，

理当你应该相信我的做法。

这是我遇过这么多老板里，最不友善的一位。

我以前对于office工作的那种憧憬，

完全都好像没了，

就是因为一个不友善的老板。

朋友们都说，当自己做了老板后，

一样是这样古怪的性格。

可是，我起码不至于到这样的地步。

我坚决认为，人与人的相处是非常重要，

沟通是技巧，可是我却不能运用在我老板身上,

为什么!

老板,你迟发薪水给我也就算了,

薪水单没给也就算了,

我也没有出声！

难道你真的就不能对我友善一点吗？

你做事情可以不要这么苛刻吗？

你这种性格，真的，我做你的私人助理，

我有时真的情愿放弃这份工作！

因为，老板的友善在我心中是排第一的．

所以，我每天在心里都会祈求你的友善度可以增加一点！

不要这么老板主义，

老板也是员工在外面帮你一手一脚找回来的！

所以，我希望你可以改变一下你对我的态度.

20.03.2012

忙碌的日子一天一天的来临，
我也每天都在忙。
弟弟的胸骨断了，
现在真是令我操心，又心疼，
所以破坏了我的心情。
时间过得很快，
还有两个小时，我的生日就到了。
今年感觉很不一样，
都好像没想庆祝的感觉了，
只是觉得，大家能够开心聚到一起，
聊聊天，说说话，
我就很开心，很满足。
想起以前啊，还会有两个好朋友帮我庆祝，
想起来，很窝心，感觉很温暖，
好像年这样的感觉。
今年开始，就没有了。
大家都各忙各的，不知不觉，
好像都渐渐的失去联络。
但是，我们的友谊还是长存，
感谢缘分，让我们三个好朋友能遇见彼此，
我们的友谊真的做过了很多风风雨雨，
这样就踏入了第七年，
没想到，大家一起了第七个年头：）
谢谢你们，紫蕾和佳倩。
不管你们到了哪里，再忙，
永远都不会忘了与我同在. ♥
你们这一份心意我确实收到了！
miss you both so much !!

点点滴滴.

长这么大，

从来都没有给骂得这么惨。

可能就是因为从来没给骂得这么惨，

所以，真的经不起别人一点点地指指点点。

还记得，我那天拨打给某医院的医生，

他竟然把我骂得狗血淋头，

我当时真的狂飙泪！

天呐！我什么都不知道！

别人看我这份工作简简单单，好像没什么工作，

试下叫你打电话，你就知道你要晕倒，

那些人的语气态度，搞得自己真想一巴掌打过去！

每次叫我催人，你知道真的很烦吗！

我最讨厌催人了，因为同样的我也很不喜欢人家催我！

我很想告诉我的老板，

我什么都照你所说得去做，

拚死拚命，你就告诉我，

你请了我反而还是跟以前一样，

那么忙！

你这样说话，你觉得我会想什么?

你这样说话，真的弄得我很不爽！

你以为我没有尽可能去协助你吗？

你自己没有好好教我，你还好意思这样说我！

你有你的生意，我的感受你就可以这样忽略？

已经好几次了,我都一直忍你!!

我每天都好像发疯似的,难以忍受!

一个人哭泣,一个人安慰自己,

我觉得这样很难受,

或许,我在想,这样的工作,

真的不适合我, 因为我讨厌这样的老板.

没有进行栽培, 就只会批评别人的不是!

我真的受够了!

我要疯了, 　我请求你不要再这样折磨我,

我真的会疯.

很压力.......

march ♥

三月了，

不知不觉过得真快。

不过，我还不懂是否继续念书， 还是继续做工。

有的读书当然是最好。

不过，做工也不赖。

不懂为什么，我觉得我的老板虽然请我做助理，

但是，我总觉得他很喜欢怀疑我做事的手法，

简单来说，就是不信任。

可能才一个多月吧，所以，有待观察。

我也不懂他是不是个好老板，

至少，他不会超越我的警戒线骂我。

我还可以忍受。。。

他就要从西马过来了，

压力又要来了，糟！

希望这个星期六不需要开会才好。

不想见到他这么久，

我会疯掉！

掰掰啦，回去工作了。

有时间再分享 :)

工作的第二个月

先来一声叹气！唉！

不懂为什么，

做这份工，我做得真得很不开心。

每次都要受气，

真的是很难顶！

什么理由要我这样去忍，

没办法咯，遇到这样的人，

实在没办法。

要不是工资，我真的会打包袱，

一走了之。。。。

自从做工以后，

顿时觉得，读书真好。

读书时，真的不能领悟为什么做工不轻松，

老是想往外奔跑。。。

现在，还是算了吧。。。

为什么做工不好，很辛苦。

现在，明白了！

读书，至少不用受这种气。

朋友之间不高兴，至少，也只是皮毛蒜！

真的，受气真的会憋死我！

太讨厌了！！！

我想去读书。。。。。。。

很怀念中学和朋友们一起的时光。

我真的发梦都想不到 。。

自己原来真正的还是想读书:)

Rainny Day

Its rainny day,

weather is very cool

and I was like nothing to do on today.

as time flew, We'd been gone through for 3years6months3days.

yesterday we went to tamparuli,

Terbalik house with my parents and family members.

we enjoyed it and we had a lot of funs out there.

Then , we went to kasih sayang resort,

the weather is a lil bit hot,

maybe the fog still havent come out.

thats why its hot.

I think is also related to the weather of day.

Its really hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well, i enjoyed this trip very much.

is my first time bringing baby have a trip with family.

a memoryyy .

My days

14th of Feb,

Me and my babe boy went to Cempaka square

to celebrate our valentine's day.

It was so wonderful and we enjoyed about it.

18th Feb,

went to Melilea International Company,

Datin Stella Chin's STAR LADIES night.

she is soo beautiful.

Through her talk, I learnt many things

which is how to become a woman who can success

no matter in home or work.

19th Feb,

today actually wanna go to RUMAH TERBALIK,

which I dated to my cousin,

but mission failed!

because I went to attend MELILEA COMPANY,

Star leader's seminar.

A whole day long seminar,

so tiredddd.

And, today,

working again.

I hate to work.

because I dont really feel that I got such a good boss.

which only know how to get mad when i dont understand.

I do it, and he says i not need to do it,

when i don't do it, he asks why am i so free.

a way to speak better instead of saying lazy.

I am totally speechless to the max.

you are impassionate and also not understanding.

I hate you, but I also thanked to you,

because YOU MAKE ME EVEN STRONGER THAN BEFORE!

And I appreciated the radio ,

which always accomapny me

through my sadness and my happiness

2nd week : )

Its been 2 week I worked at office.

omg. I feeel so ill now.

Lots of work to do. I am freaking busyyy.

Today is the 14th Feb,

I wish everyone got a wonderful valentine's day ♥

3rd day of work.

Hello every readers,

happy belated chinese new years to you all!

sorry for the late.

Today is my 3rd day to office.

LOL, i dont know shouold be say as bored or lonely!

hahaha, but, I think I will get used to it soon. haha : )

what i dream since I was a child is always to grow up faster!

But now~

This is not longer my wish anymore.

Omggg, being an adult make me faint la.

pressure of works and schools.

haiz! this is OMG.

Should I continue to study or work?

-back to work again-

Bye. see ya!